. Dont do Anything . Do rest .

Dont do Anything . Do rest. Dont fall into the trap of Doing nothing means doing nothing . 

Currently i am unemployed but enjoying my life at its fullest. If the situation was few years back may be at that time i feel guilt . I was a person who do not take gap between job. I always left one job after switching to other. Side by side i do various diplomas. It was effecting my health but at least i do not feel guilt of doing nothing. 

Once i started a job in bpo . it was a handsome salary job. It is 10 hours job and very hectic. I ask them for leave of four to five days as i was exhausted but they do not give me. While other fellows getting leaves.  two or three months passed they asked us to do overtime. I was so exhausted the day i decided to left my job. When i send my resignation my boss said that will give you leaves next month but at that time i even not able to do work more one day . I feel weakness but still i complete my almost one month notice period. 

In our job our work is to just sit.. we are not allowed to stand. It increase obesity. After job it takes one week for me to get out from that trans. 

Now four months pass. But i even not get the courage to start job again. Still facing the effect of hectic job. I worked on my obesity and do weight loss to some extent. In evening i listen songs and imagine things . i like it. the best part of my day. I sleep a lot. still preparing myself for next job without guilt.