A very hard pill

Coming from a huge family of 22 was hard for me to be fully educated . I nearly managed to to go through my primary to secondary education . 

     I hv learn the hard ways which have made me a stronger and determined person .. in my entire life I hv never been a happy person I have akways been in tears all the time . Because I never grew up with my biological mother . I grew up with a step mother who was not really bad but I didn’t hv time to study because I was always working to the point that I didn’t hv time to do my home work . 

     As I managed to bring up my younger ones after my mother left that made me very very agressive . Because I never had a life like other children . 

     As I was growing up I had  a great passion in styling . I could use my mothers old pieces of fabrics she brought from Nigeria to bring out what ever I feel as to . 

     I learn on my own without reading books . I did everything locall at home that gave me little money to manage with my  younger ones . . And my struggle continues. I think I can find  some happiness here . Will like to meet other women who can also inspire me with their own stories