Coming out of it

I feel like I'm in the process of reinventing myself. I had my second child, a daughter this past Feburary. Again I had postpartum depression -PPD- and anxiety -PPA- even though, in the begining, it seemed as if I would make it out without issues. I work with PPD/A women. I thought that I wouldn't have issues because I knew what to do. I knew better. I knew how to make it better. But it happened anyway which brings me to a tenet "you are not to blame". And I'm not. So here I am, begining to feel much, much better and taking a look at what I'm doing with my life. That brings me here.