F A K E

hi everyone i am zara probably the fakest person you will ever meet.i actually have millions of personalities.i got different in school,at home i am a new person around people i love i am sweetest....but why do i have soo many personalities..???

*so you see*

i have to act cool funny,nice clumsy to fit in.so my friend at school only talks to when they are bored and they know i am funny and i do cringe,embarrassing stuff that makes them laugh in simple i do act like that on purpose i mean i know they are using me but still atleast they are talking to me right..??whenever they fell like not studying they wink at me and say zara waste this class and yep i get straight to work and do cringe stuff to make the teacher laugh so she dont teach us and sometimes she gets angry and scolds me and they laugh at me i am an idiot i can litrealy see fire coming to me but still not running

next personality pleaseeee

at home i am a bored,angry type of person you know i wasent always like that my mom and my brothers forced me to be like that they bullied me to an point where i loss all my confidence i was a bright student always getting A in exam and now i hardly study they make my life like a living hell and i had to hide in bathroom to cry cuz i never had a great relation with my parents and i grow up without sharing my secrets,thought and dreams with them one time i accidentlly told my mom how kids at school bullied and boy she bullied me for being bullied told me i deserve that.she beated me for being kid and now she wonders why my sister and hate her not like they are not a good parents they just went wrong wile parenting me and my sis they think no wait almost everyone in my country thinks why to spend money on daughters when they are going to get married and live a seperate life so when girls are born they got angry because now they have to invest in us (food,cloth,expensives)just to not get it back in return when my brothers ask them for something she get them but if they cant afford it they ask my uncle who is kinda rich to buys their sons the gift they want ...i will talk about it later my mom threats me with marrige like may god you marry in a poor house and that your going to get married soon like mom i am not an adult yet my brother in 19 bur they tell never him or warns about marrige or stuff i just feels soo uncomfortable her talking about it so i always fake myself that now i even forget how i am actually am i really and introvert or an extrovert i lost myself in order to find peace but havent found so thats it for today byeee xoxo