I AM UNSTOPABLE!

dear friends,

thank you so much for your surpport.Dave its true...when you need help its your family who dont give it to you or the people that you think should be understanding you better..speaking from experience...i moved to my sisters house on sunday just in the hope that we can hung around her place before we settle down..believe it or not she actully kicked us out yesterday evening and we had to seek shelter at her neighbours house who is more that willing to accomodate us for as long as we want....my parents continully calling me and telling me how regretful i will be...my sisters in lows parsitent calls...and my mother in low urging me to go back...

i have decided its my life....i will take in the positives and do away with the negative.....i am unstopable and i know by around this time next year i will be talking about a different story..i have taken the first and the most painfull and bold step...nothing will stop me...i am a woman and a strong woman.this are the words im oftenly repeating to my self....i know i will do it.

at the moment i cant take a lone from the bank since i had used all my savings and my account has not been active for the last six months.normally it has to stay active for six months...i know in the next five months,,,i will be in a better position to ask for a loan...

but all the same...someone told me yesterday at the office...that is just a small issue to me before long they know that i will have done away with it...if i have hundled the HIV issues that is just like a drop in the ocean...and im hungging by those words...

we have nothing on us..no clothes,no furniture,nothing!but guess what im willing to start all over again...from scratch...thats me.

"dont let your mountain limit the greatness of your GOD"