Keep on fighting

Being a mother if your kid's is not complete beside you it's like you're life is empty or your day is not complete. I have 8 kid's, 7 boy's (become 7 because I have triplets) and 1 girl. My first son to my previous relationship stayed to my mother in philippines and my first son with my husband now is missing, it breaks my heart that everyday; every minute or seconds you don't even know where's my son goes. We know who abducted my son but we can't do anything to do a report because my documents is not yet done for some reasons, in short I'm considered overstayed in this country. It's been 4yrs that I never seen my son, I want to give up but I still have my kid's who depend on me and need me.

I regret of trusting strangers to be friend and treat them as my family. If I know it would happened like this I wouldn't allow them to be friend with my son but it's too late to regret.

Theirs a time that I question Him, why I face this kind of situations; why my son is not with me and why me?  I need to be strong and have faith on Him, hoping that one day my son missing will come back to us. Keep on hoping, keep on fighting!