My heart and soul

Good Morning Everyone

It is now 01.52 am in the morning here and I feel to share something with all of you.

i am a 36 year old mother o an autistic son. We live with his father who is a narcissit and mean to us both.. I have nowhere to go, with no family or any recources. My son is my life for whom I will do anything to protect. I am constantly protecting my son from his fathers verbal abuse. Calling him mean names, that I am not going to mention here. I have been to church for help, social workers for help and contacted various organizations, with no response. I am lost and see no way out. People tell me to just leave, easier said then done.

I desperately need a job to get me and my son away from this abuse.

He expects sexual things which i refuse to do, and then all hell breaks out. No one believes me as he hs convinced them all i am insane cos of my bipolar.

I was raped three years ago and no one knows. Even if he did know he would just not care. People tell me to just leave, I cannot. The school he is in he has to stay in. He has thrived i this school. If i do not do what he says we suffer.

What must I do? I have no family and friends to go to and he has kicked us out numerous times . Is he allowed to put me and my seven year old son on the streets if we have nowhere to go?

I am at my witts end with no help in sight, as everyone thinks i am the problem and he is perfect.

What must I do?