Stop killing women and girl child

I wake up some day and go to the mirror ,and ask myself that am I that bad,to not deserve to live in this world?,am I too horrible that a human like me when he sees me,can kill me without having any kind of a feeling for me?Did I commit a very huge sin that I can't be forgiven or am am I a sin myself..?Why do I have to live in fear just because I am a girl child,why do I not deserve the love of a father because I am a daughter,why do I have to be not a woman enough because I gave birth to a girl child,it's not us that chose to be females,it's not us who decides the gender of out children, Hence it's because of us that you are living.I plead to all men to forgive us and to please stop abusing and killing us.