STRENGTH OF A WOMAN

STRENGTH OF A WOMAN

I have come to have a very strong respect for this person called woman…to all women WOMAN POWER! I RESPECT YOU ALL!

From the time you are born God knew why he had to create you a woman and not a man. He knew that you could handle things better than the man. hats why a woman gives birth enduring the very long and very painful labor pains and still not die from them and not a man.. That’s why a woman is capable of handling her monthly menstrual periods without struggle and strain, that why God created them with breasts and not men since he knew that they would take good care of the babies than men. that’s why a woman like Hillary Clinton big ups to her is still able to stand by her husband maintain class and dignity in spite of him being said to be having relationships outside marriage…taking the courage to run for the oval office in a man domineering teritory..That is a woman! a woman like Mitchell Obama standing by her husband. Why do you think Barrack won the election? Because his wife gave him the strength….I respects me so much that nothing can bring me down NOTHING!

Yesterday I left the office at around 7.00pm.by the way people I got a promotion! Am earning better, I HAVE MY OWN COMPUTER at work I don’t have to fight over one!!!but I still need the laptop…I was in a good mood…I thought that I could do a little shopping before I went home since my 6year old son was going for a trip today and he wanted to carry with him some snacks...when I called my husband I realized that he was already drunk for crying out loud we are tight on finances and on top of that he is HIV+.. That really pissed me off and I chose not to use whatever cash I had since I dint know how situation could turn out at home. on reaching home around 8.00pm the guy was so drunk which really made me mad I decided not to talk much about his drinking and that I would sough out issues with him today morning…so as usual. I start with the baby knowing how he has been if he is o.k. then talk to my elder son about his trip today which he really looked forward to and then plan for what we would have for dinner and put my expertise in the kitchen…after making dinner…ken suddenly starts to become a nag to every one in the house including the house help. it gets so irritating to some level I just decide enough with the drama and decides to go to bed with out eating…my sleep was shot lived…my nagging husband comes in claiming that I don’t respect him…that he can not eat alone while am sleeping which makes me very sick. and we start exchanging words…at some point he hits me…now things are out of hand….he wants me out of the house he claims that that is his house and that until I get to Kern on how to respect him am out of that house…at that time its close to midnight and am wounding on where to go…am afraid that if I live my son might not go for his trip…i dint live but I really cried. I was wondering what his problem could possibly be. Dint he fear for his life? dint he love me anymore? is he on a self destruction mission? I don’t know…baby and I had to depend the night in my sons room…today morning the house help says that she cant stand him and that she wants to live…you know I have had it. I will be telling you when am moving out. it will be swift and smart…as I told him yesterday that HIV will not threaten of killing me and again him I will have to forgo one…and obviously its him…For HIV its in my blood I cant do anything about it as for him I can…its time…I am a woman and I have the strength….that’s why it had to be me living positively since God knew that I could handle it and now he know that I can handling bringing up my kids in a sane environment and not twitch…I know I will. I know I can.

CHANGE WE CAN BELIEVE IN!

Tabby.