Surviving a bus explosion

Reading and deeping into the studies about brain cells as well as its reaction when it comes to death made me confuse my state at that time that i am already dead!

But knowing that dead people donf feel anything made me aware once i felt a pain in my back that im still alive

We didnt know whats happened whether it was accident or what but then silence !

It was darkness, i remembered my family members and some memories and i thought 'am i dead!

Then i had that lower back pain feeling which made me say to myself "dead people don't feel" and i hoped that the pain didn't mean something severe specially that it was in my back.

My mother was aware calling me and grabed me from the floor and put me on a chair which made me open my eyes and start realize what was going on.

After that we got out of the bus and i was only thinking about going home directly without facing any other trouble/disaster/ explosion ...

I was very calm.outside. when i arrived home i wasnt really believing that. Once i enetered home i found my little brothers saying "wow you survived an explosion" and i was just feeling so calm or silent.

That made me more tolerance but will never ever tolerate certain beliefs!