The female breaks with feelings

What do I overcome? Is it my fear, my compulsion, or my loneliness? What should I do when this ice that I have struck around me is undefeatable? It does not break. Has feeling become a deficiency? Or does a woman break with feeling? Weakness cannot bear my presence. The mask of ice is my companion. I only take it off for a few moments. Disappointment weaves layers. Wishing for comfort is pure nonsense. Life does not wait for wishes. Only striving can achieve the impossible. Climbing the summit is easy, but staying there and continuing is more difficult.