Why can't I?

Hi! This is not any emotional story this is based on what i feel in my daily life just my feeling about this world hope you will understand what i am saying.

The normal day in world as girls being a girl really find it very hard not just because boys rape us or not just because we don't get equal right in the work place after doing same work as men and even if get that they say its just because of our beauty it hurts.

But ahead of that their is always some fear whenever someone look at us the thoughts why he is looking at me whether he will harm me just telling thought i my mind whenever i am travelling and i always thought what if he come behind me what if he rape me what if he start following me.

I still don't get it why boy stare the fear i have in my mind okie if you like any girl you can like here as a girl we also have feeling but why to follow her on her rote our heart stop to beat guys you cant even imagine how many thoughts come in our mind. Guys threat her some even kill or rape cant why cant they just be soft does looking good if fault why cant just I free living my life why i always have to think how to protect my self and protect from whom a human who is just like me but only because i am girl and if i don't like him he consider it as crime and without any mistake they can punish us by harassing us its not good at all i just wish just little humanity show towards us don't take right in your hand that how should i live i don't always want to protect my self by you let us live peacefully .